January 2012
9 posts
Letter of lost count
Dear you, Yes, you. Still the same you.
This evening, I listened to newest Mraz’s song - I Won’t Give Up. It was funny because my mind played a video where I cried like a lunatic after our so-called-break up. It was sad. For me. I was then thanked God that I did not listen to this song six months ago, otherwise I would just go mad and do something that you would not dare to imagine....
“Jatuh cinta ke kamu itu repetisi, selalu terulang lagi lagi lagi lagi...”
– Rahne Putri (via sadgenic)
Tout va bien se passer
“Don’t you let me go, let me go, tonight..” (Tonight - Lykke Li)
Listening to this song, my heart is bouncing.
Sometimes I want to turn back times and be a kid. Have fight with others then make up again. Easily forget about everything. Kids fall off to the ground, get hurt, but then easily get up and play again. Be happy.
Isn’t it beautiful?
But all I wanna do now is...
December 2011
13 posts
2011 recap
Sooooo.. Udah lama juga ya ga posting hal hal yang berguna seperti curhat atau menumpahkan isi pikiran.
Jadi ceritanya saya mau sedikit recap di (nyaris) penghujung tahun ini :)
Tahun 2011 bisa dibilang tahun kesuksesan saya dalam sisi edukasi dan self development. Saya akhirnya bisa menggapai mimpi saya untuk meneruskan studi master di Jerman dengan sokongan beasiswa. Walaupun di penghujung...
“People are afraid of themselves, of their own reality; their feelings most of...”
– Jim Morrison (via bodhisattvaquotes)
“Do not be too moral. You may cheat yourself out of much life. Aim above...”
– Thoreau
“Let’s go back to the beginning, when we were just two strangers. Don’t know each...”
– - Rahne Putri (via sadgenic
)
“We can reject everything else: religion, ideology, all received
wisdom. But we...”
– Dalai Lama (via benlaksana
)
November 2011
5 posts
Karma Police
I do now really believe that karma does exist.
That was the word that I firstly said when I heard a news. Bad news to someone, but in the other hand…good news for me. Yes, I even smiled when I heard that :) Oh no, don’t get me wrong. I’m not an evil who like to laugh to someone’s misery, but this is another case. This person left a really deep scar to me, and even...
“Bahagia itu sederhana. Aku cuma mau bapak dan ibu terus sehat, lihat aku sukses,...”
“I miss you. But do you?”
..tired..
I just wanna end my nights sharing with someone special about what have happened during the days.
About how this cold really caught me, about this seem never ending presentation and long-tiring-academic text plus hard discussion in class, about how happy I was because only spent 6 euro for 3 days meals, about the friendly bus driver that drove me home, about…about…
about my...
October 2011
14 posts
sayonara :)
All my bags are packed, I’m ready to go…
I guess that is the most fit line for my situation now. I sort of remember the day when I arrived in Germany, I felt so excited, I felt so happy when smell the autumn air. Yes, it was May. I was nervous as well, but my excitement killed those negative feeling. Maybe that was also because my first time travel half the world alone.
As you...
“It may be that the satisfaction I need depends on my going away, so that when...”
– Rumi, (Jalal Al-Din Rumi, 1207 – 1273)
“It’s weird how you go from being strangers to being friends to being more...”
– Nanda. 2011
“Forgiving yourself is just as important as forgiving others. Forgiving anything...”
– - Rahne Putri (via sadgenic)
3 years have passed and I’m still trying..
September 2011
23 posts
“Kamu substansi ribuan detik penantian, akar jutaan rindu, siap kuhitung hingga...”
– Rahne Putri (via sadgenic)
Watch
And all your friends that you count on have disappeared, I’ll be here not gone forever, holding on. If there’s love just feel it, and if there’s life we’ll see it, this ain’t no time to be alone, alone, yeah..I wont let you go.. :)
“So simple a phrase like, ‘maybe we should just be friends’ turns into a glass...”
– Neil Gaiman (via loveyourchaos)
*prost!*
All I really want is to wake up with you, every...
